record update

August 8, 2006

i have slashed my kakuro record yet again. though by 2s this time

so it stands at 1m50s. awaiting further improvement

11 Square

yea, 121 days to ord. thus 11 square. not some new shopping centre ok. (think century square, marina square, novena square etc). 67 work days left. (well i excluded days of duties in that)

so today is eve of national day. half day? nah, only sch kids/students get that. so what’s so special about today? parade!! yes, parade -_-. first time i wore my beret, which obviously isn’t seasoned so it looks like crap (goes well with me right? cos i’m crappish too. lol). it’s been about a year since i really stand still for sucha long time. at the beginning during the rehearsal, my feet (esp the soles) hurt to the max. numbness coming in and all. oh man, suddenly that reminded me about the times i had in tekong then slowly i got used to the pain. after the rehearsal was a short break, by then my feet were already more or less accustomed to it already =) so i guess some bit of tekong “training” is still left in me. i guess it will be gone soon. lol.

anyway i think that’ll be the last time i’d be wearing a beret till i ord. i mean, i dont expect any parades coming up so yea ><

was looking through some of the lame stuff that i did when i was in sec school. i actually did a project on prime numbers. i took damn long (i think like 6 months) to just find out prime numbers till about 2000ish only. some more i brute force the numbers out, meaning i try to divide that number by some of the small numbers and smaller prime numbers just to get 1 additional number. but, a simple google search now gives me sites that have prime numbers up to TEN MILLION. -_- super sad lah. haiz. how naive i was then. the days where i had the dream of proving that all even numbers are sum of 2 prime numbers. then, it wasn’t proven yet (i dunno if it’s proven yet) and i read in papers they offer at least US$1m for the person who could prove it. >< yeah what a daydreamer i was.

what have i become now? a slacker, a lazy bum. a useless bugger wasting earth’s resources. i have not contributed much to society (i’ve taken alot ><). neither have i treated people around me well (imo, compared to the average treatment i get). i think i really lack the discipline and the right morals/values/character. ><

ok, why am i saying all this? oh yah, so that i just wasted several minutes (or seconds if u’re a super speed reader.) of your time. see la, waste people’s precious time again. i think what i need now is an aim, a definite one. and what would that be? i have no idea…